Chronicles of Gautam

10th Grade >>> > >>> > >>> > >>> >As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to >>>me. >>> >She was my so-called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky >>> >hair. I wished she were mine, but she didn't notice me like >>>that. >>> >And I knew it. After class she walked up to me and asked me >>>for >>> >the notes she had missed the day before, and I handed them to >>>her. >>> >She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to >>> >tell her. I wanted her to know that I don't want to be just >>> >friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why. >>> > >>> >11th Grade >>> > >>> >The phone rang. It was her on the other end. She was in tears, >>> >mumbling on and on about how her love h

I tried so hard, And got so far, But in the end, It doesn't even matter. This is what I remembered when I saw my Physics answer sheet today.22/60 is NOT a flattering score,and it hurts especially coz I REALLY KNEW my course this time.Life frequently throws a dangerous and demoralizing bullet at you,a bullet with the name 'frustration'.And it has somehow hit me.It has another realisation:the fact that you can do very little to change what has happened.For I made the stupidest of mistakes in the paper,causing me to lose around 20 marks.Ya,and that can make all the difference in the world to the grade.What pisses me off most is that questions which don't deserve more than 4 marks are thrown in for 15 marks which reduces the number of questions,subsequently affecting the perfomance.Cause if to you make a single mistake you get a straight zero,there being no partial marking. That apart,I must mention as I continually do,blogging takes time.And a computer.Which is fr

-Tommorow I am going to bathe. -Tommorow I am going to clean my room ,including the 12 cobwebs. -Tommorow I am going to cover by bed with a bedsheet. -Tommorow I am going to wash my clothes. -Tommorow I am going to post a blog. -Tommorow I am going to get up early(before 8 is early for me). I have been saying this for about a week now,and I have done ALL these things today.Yipee!!It feels good. -ELDEST-the sequel to Eragon,was a nice read.It has got a nice twist in the end,and I must admit I was taken in. -Sidney Sheldon has lost the high opinion I had of him,his stories tends to be repetative,and his heroines are generally dumber than the average American. -'Wedding crashers' is an ultimate laugh riot,and maybe especially to me coz i haven't seen many such movies.I have learnt that movies are enjoyed more with a group of friends rather than sitting alone on a comp and watching it. Today is Founder's day,so we had KK Birla coming over and all regional Assocs perf